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November 24, 2009 § 5 Comments

just finished my 3 hour long math paper. i didn’t read for it. i haven’t read for any of my papers so far. i missed half the classes for all my subjects, and didn’t hand in almost all my assignments. i’m not proud.


okay, okay, wait. let me back up a little. i’m a first year (first sem actually) engineering student. my major is robotics and mechatronics. i’m in a university a continent away from home, and this is my first time on my own. like really alone…you know? i came here knowing absolutely no one in this town, in this STATE, let alone in this uni. which was really hard for me considering the whole, you know, shyness + generally antisocial behaviour + extreme dislike of change that defines my personality. but i did it. i came here, and i made friends, and it’s not TOO bad, i guess. it’s weird that i’m such a different person here though – no boys, no alcohol except once, no girls, no naughtiness, no flirting…i pretty much define a GOOD girl. and that would make my friends back home laugh their asses off πŸ˜€ not that i’m usually thaaat bad, but it’s still a major change.

i know i’d already started off talking about it, but i’m tired. i really do want to talk about my school life though, because that’s the centre of WHO i am right now. next post? yup, next post… πŸ™‚

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i DON’T like (very tempted to use the word ‘hate’)…

November 23, 2009 § 4 Comments

rain in my shoes
ignorant people
people not respecting my personal space
my inability to focus on schoolwork
my shyness
my inability to just…be
traffic jams
stupid girls
the fact that i cannot, for some reason, swim breaststroke with my head above the water
my legs
my fingers
my toes
my bellybutton (outie)
superficial people (which i know i must sound like already)
judgemental people
poor spellers
poor punctuation
the idea that ‘god’ controls what’s happening in our lives – which i don’t believe. but IF he IS in control…he’s fucked up
child abuse
school

November 23, 2009 § Leave a comment

I Like

November 23, 2009 § 1 Comment

  • smileys πŸ™‚
  • colours πŸ™‚
  • sunshine
  • being with my family
  • being on holiday
  • sleeping
  • clubbing
  • dancing
  • singing (i LOOOOOVE singing!)
  • black
  • weird humour
  • laughing
  • being alone
  • math
  • art
  • poetry
  • being alone
  • walking alone
  • listening to music, and ‘discovering’ new artists
  • arguing
  • being right
  • intellectual conversations
  • letting loose
  • letting go πŸ™‚
  • eye-liner (even though i RARELY wear it)
  • daydreaming (mostly about things that make me cry)
  • walking in the rain
ummm…
  • black nailpolish
  • vampires
  • blood
  • happy people πŸ™‚
  • my body…sometimes
  • hoodies
  • piercings
  • tattoos
  • hair, and the amazing things it can do πŸ™‚
  • eating
  • being told i’m skinny (i know, i know…typical. shallow. so much for self-actualization)
  • religious/moral debates with open-minded people
  • long socks. over-the-knee socks πŸ™‚
  • boots
  • hand thingies (gloves, but like, not for winter. know what i’m talking about? you do, right? πŸ™‚ )
  • letters
  • MY BIRTHDAY!!!! ❀
  • christmas
  • the fact that i’m a pisces
‘kay, mind block again… πŸ™‚

November 23, 2009 § Leave a comment

me

November 23, 2009 § Leave a comment

so… i’m guessing i should start with a little info about myself? okay, first of all, let’s just get this clear – if by some miraculous occurence i actually get followers, i don’t want you to know who i am. this is anonymous.

i am…a black girl.
i am…a teenager (18).
i am…an african.
i am…a shy girl.
i am…a bad girl.
i am…a virgin.
i am…naughty.
i am…responsible.
i am…intelligent.
i am…lazy.
i am…non-religious.
i am…spiritual.
i am…misunderstood.
i am…unknown.
i am…a dreamer.
i am…a romantic.
i am…cynical.

of course those adjectives don’t fully describe me, but c’mon, it’s the best i can do off the top of my head πŸ™‚

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