July 18, 2010 § 8 Comments
I’ve been missing for a while. Don’t really know if you’d noticed. It’s okay if you hadn’t, because I almost didn’t myself. I don’t even know why I bothered starting to write this, because it’s unlikely I’ll publish it anyway. Plus it took me 32 minutes just to write those 2 sentences.
I don’t know where I’ve gone, but I sure as shit hope I’m getting back soon. It’s exhausting living my life hoping not to miss the cue of whatever emotion I’m supposed to be feeling/portraying because if I do (miss the cue, I mean), it gets kinda difficult to regain stability and keep going. Thank god (or whatever) I’m a pathological liar. Makes it easier to do the play-acting thing.
Hmmm, anyway, the point of this – I’m (hopefully) back on the blogosphere, and I’m (hopefully) going to churn out quite a number of posts within a short space of time. So, you know, yay.
Also, I’m really sorry about my lack of commenting – both in response to your comments, and on your own blogs. I DO read quite a bit of all of you guys’ stuff nearly constantly but I tend to do the ghost-reading thing. I’ll (hopefully) do a post featuring my favourite blogs and writers really soon because y’all keep me entertained when I can’t sleep, or make myself leave the house. And I’m very grateful for that. I’ll try to be less of an invisible reader from now on 🙂